Going through my old journals and posting the recaps, I had to stop at 2020 to take a breather and process it all, but I will continue my journal journey shortly. I questioned if two years ago would be too recent to look back on, and then I realized how much I have changed since [...]
Tag: vent
Love is green
Did you know that the color of love is not red — it’s GREEN! …? According to spiritual healers, the color of true love is actually not the bold red we commonly mistake it for, it is green! The body holds seven chakras, going from root to crown, from tailbone to above the head, through [...]
Time will tell… and unveil illusions…
Do you ever notice how people tend to check the time more often when they’re stressed, or losing their minds? Check their phones, their watches, the clock, etc. There’s a reason for that. Constantly checking the time is like grasping onto reality when it’s slipping away. It could also be checking the calendar, checking the [...]
Thoughts on relationships & defending yourself
Today, I'm drinking a chai tea latte, very frothy! My mom would always tell my siblings and me not to date in high school, and she certainly had a point. Dating at such a young age, before you reach adulthood, is honestly dangerous. The whole "high school romance" thing is seriously over-romanticized. Not only are [...]
Growing, changing, & healing
I have many things to explain and apologize for. I can't take 100% of the blame, because I have also suffered greatly and also dealt with a lot of unclear communication. But I will take most of the blame and I am regretful over times I've been so cruel. I have never acted out of [...]
Personal confession ~ scary movies are too scary
I have a confession to make. Something I never really shared with others when I was younger because of embarrassment. But now I don't mind sharing with the world. Now, this is going to sound ironic, coming from someone who loves Halloween and all things creepy. But the truth is -- I have always been [...]
The Fear of Anger
The fear of anger is more destructive than anger itself... We get so worried about angering others, or letting others make us angry. But that's silly, because anger is just one of the many emotions we experience on a daily basis -- like sadness, happiness, excitement, anxiety, dread, hope, etc. What's worse than becoming angry [...]
Tuesday’s tea ~ peach tea 🍑
This evening, I'm drinking peach tea with honey. Let's talk about... Perfectionism. I recently realized, how much perfectionism has been holding me back. In some ways I feel like I'm not a perfectionist at all, it's not something I ever strive to be, or it was something that I used to be a long time [...]
Vent
When you truly care about someone, you dont worry what other people think. You dont try to form sides and pin people against each other. You dont play petty games. You dont slander a persons character or reputation or whatever. You hold your tongue even when you are dying to speak your truth. When you [...]
Trust & boundaries
Why do we trust the wrong people and distrust the right ones? Why do we put boundaries against those who care, and let down our walls for those who don't? Why is a teenager more likely to follow what a celebrity endorses while calling their best friend a backstabber? Why do well-educated adults trust everything [...]
Primeval Pixie 